I have realised that time is such an amazing thing. Time can heal, reveal and slowly unravel things.
I can be quite an inpatient person in that I often want things done quickly. If I have a problem to solve I want to deal with it right there and then and have all the answers figured out. What I have realised is that some things take time to come to light. Thoughts, feelings and ideas they are all very complex, and we don’t always have the answers, at least not right away.
I have found that through letting go and relaxing into myself allows amazing things happen.
I am sure that I will not always be able to do this, but I have certainly learnt a lot through just being peaceful.
I am such an tense person, I hold onto a lot and although I did not realise it before I do have barriers. I thought I was someone who reveals everything to everyone. I think through hurt I have learnt to protect myself. This is a positive thing, a good thing, it has kept me safe. The only person I can fully let go to is God. He knows everything and is always there for me, who better to rely on that him.
