Filed under: flittering words, thoughts and memories | Tags: fun, intense, joy, meaning
Ok, that might be a bit of a dramtic title, but it has some truth to it as well. I love being intense, what do I mean by that, well those who know me the most and who are similar to me will recognise this. I put great meaning into everything, analyse and constanly search for meaning in my life. The thing that means the most to me is people and relationships, as I am sure I have written a post on this before.
I also hate this part of my identity because I think sometimes i am too intense and search for meaning to much, that I might actually miss life itself and the meaning might be right in front of me and i cant see it or It might be round the next corner but I will not see it because I am too intensly searching for it. What a pain!
I think I sometimes just need to let go and as people say ‘get over it’ or make light of it. I love just having fun and laughing, this brings me so much joy and so I think I should just try sometimes to ease up and just live life.
